Can't believe things have come this far. My feeling is contradicting. I am very much looking forward to the day. Yet I also don't want it to come so fast.
I really enjoy the process of wedding planning in the past 10 months since we engaged last June. The day after a silly guy proposed to me, I was totally obsessed by our wedding. My mind is 24/7 occupied by it. Always thinking wedding, wedding and wedding. I don't feel stressed at all. I actually didn't know I would enjoy it so much. I found myself very very happy doing every single work for it. I just hope to plan a nicely organized wedding that reflects both of us for our beloved family n' friends. Doesn't have to be perfect. I don't anticipate a perfect one. I'm prepared something will go wrong. But at least in my control, I gotta try do things right n' on time. I can't have myself rush things in the last minute. So I just keep working n' working every night after work. Don't worry, it's my happiest time in the day.
There's still lots of things to do. Little worried. But I'm sure I can make it. I'm not a night person. I never stay up late at night for anything cause physically I can't. In school, I always studied or finished projects early by the due date. But our wedding is exceptional. Sorry, I know it's not fair....but I think I can work as late as necessary. Heheeee....
I'm sure I'll miss the days planning our wedding. It's really fun going here n' there with Hadi. Checking out venues, free tasting cakes, meeting different vendors, picking forks n' spoons, designing invitation, taking wedding portraits..... Never again I'll need to do these after June 8. Wedding magazines will be none of my business. To me, anticipation is always happier than when the day really comes n' happens. So I really enjoy the moments right now. Sadly, there's only a month left for me to have this joyful feeling.
Counting down..... Only a month to go!
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